Crystal's Garden

PAD, Project 365 or 52?

2011-12-28T14:11:00.000-05:00

I am intrigued. I keep thinking about doing a Project 365. For those who may not know, a Project 365 consists of taking one photo everyday for one entire year. It sounds simple---but it's not. I've been considering it for months...and months. I've been looking at sites and reading of others' experiences with the project. I even bought an app for my iPhone (Photo365).
The first question to answer is "Why would I want to do a Project 365?" After much thought, it comes down to improving my photography and preserving life's everyday details along the way. I take photos a lot as it is, but I want better photos. I don't need prize winning photos, just BETTER photos. The only way to get there is to practice, and then practice so more. I know that my photography has improved greatly over the last year. I also know that I have much more to learn.
The second question is "What are you going to do with a P365?". I think it would be a great match up for a very hybrid Project Life. Some pages will be digital, others paper, and yet others hybrid. I'm thinking I can also post it here in my blog.
I look forward to seeing how this adventure all comes together. This year will be a P365+1 in order to accommodate leap year. If I end up missing some days, I need to be okay with that. I also need to be okay with the project becoming a Project 52. It's about fun and learning for ME.

Update on JYC

2011-12-15T10:20:00.000-05:00

My December Daily/JYC project has been a bit hit and miss. I've been working on pages in a random order (just like I scrap everything else LOL). Here are some of my completed pages:

This layout is from the WinterWalk at Hershey Gardens. I think that there will probably be another page from this day as it was a busy day with many activities. This one is a hybrid in that I collaged the photos digitally and printed them out to adhere to the page.

The tenth was spent doing a lot of cleaning that I did not log, but I did scrap the time we spent celebrating my mom's birthday.

The 11th was full of Christopher and I baking sugar cookies. The recipe we use has been handed down through generations from my great grandmother. Where it originated, I have no idea. It very well may be from generations prior. Each year I've been working with the recipe to adjust it to fit today's technology and products.

Tough Tales to Tell

2011-12-06T09:23:00.001-05:00

Today's topic is tough. It involves telling the tales of a Christmas past. As I've thought about the topic this morning, I've come to realize that I have no memory of a specific Christmas. I have more of a collection of non-specific memories. I have to think on this a bit and see what I can do with it. In the meantime, I spent some time in a scrapbook store over the weekend---so much better in person than online. Having the opportunity to shop in person is rare because there is not a scrapbook store beyond what Michaels offers anywhere in my area. Anyway....here's a peek at the papers I have chosen for my book. They're from several different lines and manufacturers, but I believe there is a large portion that are Fancy Pants St. Nick. Some of the papers are BoBunny while others are Cosmo Cricket. All of my base pages are kraft cardstock. I also have some Thickers in the glittery turquoise and white glitter numbers.

JYC--Day 5

2011-12-05T09:49:00.001-05:00

Yea, I've missed blogging a few days for this project. You know what? I'm okay with that. I spent the weekend creating the memories--not concentrating on how I was going to journal or document them. I have photos. I have words in my head. It'll all come together and I'll share the finished product, I promise.
The holiday season is always filled with traditions. I used to stress---that was my state of being---wondering how can I get all of this done? The countdown was on. It was a race until the bitter end--clawing and scratching to eek out every second to get it all done. There was gift shopping, wrapping, tree decorating--all of it. For some reason this year, I'm not letting it get to me. I'm trying to enjoy the process as I go, rather than looking for the end goal. Christopher, on the other hand is counting down the days. He has his own, very special advent calendar that was given to him last year by a friend of ours from hockey. Here's what it looks like:

He just loves pulling off a new ornament each day. I'm trying to get him to do it in the evening, but it seems to be one of the things he feels he must do each morning. I remember having some advent calendars throughout my childhood. They were mostly the cardboard kind. Each day had a little window to open. Behind each window was a piece of chocolate. Christopher's is much healthier! It's also re-useable year after year. Who knows, it may become an heirloom that's passed throughout generations. We hang it on a magnetic curtain rod on the door leading from the kitchen to the laundry room. It's such a nice way to bring a little Christmas decor into the kitchen.

JYC--Day 1

2011-12-01T12:38:00.001-05:00

Today started with a Journal Your Christmas 3 question quiz.

I have always believed in the magic of the season. It is amazing to see how giving and generous people can be. Sometimes it gets a little difficult to not allow this magic to be overshadowed by the greed, commercialism, and entitlement that I see. It's a case of trying to keep my eyes on the goal.
Being grateful for the small things in everyday life is extremely important, When we fail to recognize these small daily blessings, we run the risk of being overcome and allowing ourselves to be swept away by the less than positive aspects of the day. We also take for granted many things and get caught in the hustle and bustle of life.
The holiday season is about love. I will always remember many different Christmas things with family. It doesn't have to be stressful and overdone---just loving.

Shimelle's Manifesto for this year is perfect for me. I don't have to change a thing about the words and sentiments. I did, however, change the colors to fit my own.

New project

2011-11-30T22:01:00.001-05:00

Journal Your Christmas/December Daily starts tomorrow! I'm looking forward to it. I've decided to use an 8x8 format. I started working on my cover. I used a canvas covered Zutter set of covers. I broke out the Winter Limited Edition distress inks and some glimmer mist as well as chalk spray. I had some fun and am liking the direction this is headed. Here it is in it's beginnings, bad photo and all:

Dealing with Photo Overload

2011-11-28T06:38:00.001-05:00

We've been home from California for almost a week--not quite, but almost. We had a blast! I'll share bits of the trip in future posts. Once I got past the jet lag, I jumped into photo overload. We have more than 1000 photos from the trip--I know, big surprise--NOT! I've spent many hours sifting through photos, organizing, and editing. It's a big job--but I managed to save myself some time before I even arrived home.
Tips for managing a ton of vacation/travel photos.
1. If at all possible, upload from your camera card to your laptop each and every day. If you absolutely can't do this, consider having a separate camera card for each day, or look for a photo service or kiosk that will put each day's photos on a thumbdrive or dvd/cd. This builds in a base organization system, and protects against lost photos.

2. As soon as possible, quickly flip through your photos and delete those blurry, under/over exposed shots that you know you can't do anything with---you know the ones.

3. Make a folder for each event/location from your vacation. Put all of your photos in these categories, but keep them in date sub-folders i.e. We spent several days at Disneyland so my Disneyland folder has a sub-folder for each day. This helps automatically break your photos into chunks to handle. It also helps with story-telling. There are many photos that I might not know exactly what was going on if I didn't know which day it was taken.

4. Tag, tag, tag---use whatever photo organizing software you like, but tag those images. This will really be helpful if you have several people taking photos with different cameras. If you don't know how your software works, find an online tutorial. It might make you a little crazy now, but in the long run, your photos will thank you.

5. Always keep the original image of any photos that you edit. There are a ton of reasons for doing so--a post on its own---so trust me for now.

Hold on Mickey--We're coming!

2011-11-04T14:00:00.000-05:00

Our long planned trip to California is right around the corner. We've been planning, discussing, pre-paying, and researching. One of the highlights of our trip will be the two days spent at DisneyLand and Disney California Adventure. I've been gearing up and reading park tips and photo tips. I've become educated to a small extent about Hidden Mickeys--and then of course there are all of the iPhone apps that are available. This is going to be so much fun and it's only a slice of the entire trip!

Trick or Treat!

2011-11-01T14:49:00.000-05:00

My all time favorite photo from last night's trick or treat extravaganza:

We had so much fun! I piled on the makeup and glitter, added some temporary tattoos and a witch hat to join in the costume festivities. A friend of mine saw this pic and said I looked like a prostitute LOL! (Thanks Judy!)This was the first Halloween in a long time that C actually got to go t-o-ting in our neighborhood. Usually, we have a hockey game. We met up with two of his friends and their moms to hit the streets. Along the way, people would ask Chef Christopher to whip them up a treat. He willingly obliged and produced imaginary eggs, cookies, and pizza. Later on, C handed out candy to his fellow t-o-t revelers. I think he had almost as much fun handing out as getting treats.

Checking in...

2011-10-18T14:51:00.000-05:00

It's been awhile since I've been here. Life has just been running full steam as usual LOL!We've been getting everything in line for our trip to California. I can't believe it's only a month away. On top of that, there's always work, parenting, the beginning of hockey season, and of course scrapping.My Double Take class is winding down at Big Picture Classes. I'm a little behind for the last week and a half. I was just getting a little toasted on 2 page layouts. Here are some more from that class:

Journey into the Earth

2011-09-26T08:00:00.000-05:00

Journey into the Earth is my layout created using the second sketch from Week 1 of Double TakeI adjusted the sketch a bit to accommodate my photos. I had already had them printed at 3x4, 2x3, and of course 4x6 before I ever saw the sketch. I had taken a ton of photos that day at IEC. I knew that I would never be able to scrap them all as 4x6 so I created collage 4x6 prints that I cut apart for use.I chose to use BasicGrey's Archaic line. I've had it in my stash for quite some time. The papers suited the photos and mood of the caverns. I did use a kraft cardstock photo mat and left some breathing space between photos. The background paper was very busy and some of my photos are very similar to one another. I just felt like adding the matting and space kept the photos from being overwhelmed. I used some coffee shop glimmermist on the mat and title letters. I added some distress ink and Tim Holtz metal embellishments along with a flattened bottle cap to complete the layout.

Double Take Class is tons of fun!

2011-09-25T11:18:00.000-05:00

My new class, Double Take at Big Picture Classes, officially started on Thursday. It's been a blast! May Flaum and Nic Howard are the instructors. Each week they provide us with four double page sketches, their interpretations of each sketch (that's eight completed layouts!), along with tips, techniques, and insight into their workflow and inspiration. It's great. There's a ton of participation from my fellow students with lots of feedback from Nic and May.Here's my take on sketch 1 from week 1:

Choosing colors was a little tough with the variety of photos I had here. I pulled out the trusty color wheel and dialed in the bright green grass. I worked from there with distress inks, alcohol inks, and acrylic paint to pull it together.

Class is winding down

2011-09-20T08:28:00.003-05:00

I can't believe that I'm closing in on the end of Inspiration Showcase (a class from Online Card Classes I have learned a lot and been inspired. I haven't completed many of the pieces of the final project yet. I've tried using some of what I already had, but learned that I didn't have quite the right stuff and/or not enough skill with these techniques to make what I did have yield pleasing results. I bit the bullet and ordered a bunch of basic supplies. They have been shipped! It'll be like Christmas when that box arrives. I'll be able to get down to business and create! In the meantime, I've been playing around with what I do have. It's been a blast. I'll post more about the project as I complete it.

Celebrate Monday

2011-09-19T09:30:00.000-05:00

The journaling prompt posted at Simple Scrapper for today is "The song that always takes me back is..." At the moment I can't pick one. I know there are lots---perhaps that's why I can't grab on to one just now. Each time I hear a song from my past I am immediately transported to the time and place that it meant the most. I am bombarded with images---almost like a slideshow---of moments. These moments are dear to me. Sure, some of them are related to "big events" in life, but most, most are just the everyday simplicity of life. I think that those are actually the more precious memories---and the ones most likely to be buried somewhere deep until some spark awakens the flame of memory.

Weekend wonderment

2011-09-19T09:04:00.000-05:00

In some ways it was a quiet weekend, in others it was busy. Saturday jumped from one thing to another--while Sunday was spent with medication side effects planting me on the couch. I caught some images on Saturday that I just adore.

Could this photo be better in a technical form---you bet. I love it anyway. All of the photos I'm sharing were just snapped in a moment--a freeze frame of life.

We have some friends that do Civil War Re-enactment. I caught this image of their daughter as she entertained herself within the camp.

What in the world Christopher and my mother were communicating to one another, I haven't the faintest clue. The important thing is that they were there together, interacting.

Straight from the heart

2011-09-15T09:46:00.000-05:00

I'm taking the blog your heart challenge I'm just going to type and see what happens.

I get so many things swirling around in my head all at the same time that it sometimes amazes me that I can focus on one thing at a time.

1. Christopher's behavior at Kindergarten has been a bit challenging. I was fearful that this would happen because he is more cognitively advanced than his peers. We've experienced it before at daycare/preschool. I'm seeing it again. We're very lucky to have a Kindergarten teacher that is really extending herself and working with us to find an effective corrective action. He very happily trotted into school this morning--I'm hoping that fact is a positive portent of the day.

2. I can't believe that it is raining here again today. After all of the flooding that we experienced just one week ago I find it amazing that there is any water left in the sky!

3. I'm in the midst of a new online class. Online Card Classes is offering Inspiration Showcase with Jennifer McGuire and other guest instructors. I am not normally a card maker. I never have been. I just couldn't pass by this class. It's so full of fun techniques. I'm a little behind because I don't have access to some of the materials--but I'll fix that! (Thank goodness for online shopping!)

4. I just signed up for another class---BIG Surprise right?---at Big Picture Classes. Double Take is still open for registration and it promises to be packed with lots of double page layout goodness. I am so excited and eagerly anticipating the beginning of class.

I think I've run out of steam for the moment....not that there aren't a lot more things swirling in this brain of mine!

Love this kid!

2011-09-13T22:41:00.000-05:00

Yes he makes me crazy...but I love him anyhow. Yes, his behavior in Kindergarten is proving to be a challenge and much less than he's capable of putting out there...but I love him in spite of, and sometimes because of, his precociousness. Yes I get tired of tripping over the toys that he doesn't put away, although he's getting better...but I love to see his imagination and creativity.

Fresh start

2011-08-31T12:17:00.006-05:00

It's been a bit busy around here lately. The busyness has brought with it a host of newness. This has been Christopher's first week of Kindergarten--so far, so good.

We started with Kindergarten orientation, a time to see the classroom and school, as well as meet his teacher:

Christopher wasn't very cooperative with photos on his first day of school. That led me to take photos every day so far this week. Here are some of my favs:

School has brought with it a whole new schedule. That means developing new ways of doing things.

Weekend photos

2011-08-22T08:22:00.002-05:00

I've been posting monthly photo assignments at SNC. This month's was about playing with shadows and silhouettes to tell your story. Can you guess the story behind these two?

Travelogue complete!

2011-08-16T10:27:00.001-05:00

I finished up the Travelogue and was able to proof it as well as send it out for printing last night.
Here's a look at the final project:

10 things on the tenth

2011-08-10T15:02:00.010-05:00

This is my first attempt at ten things on the tenth. There's no particular theme here, just randomness.

1. Windchimes--the sound of magic--capturing the wind.

2. Spiderwebs are the magical, intricate constructions that capture my imagination.

3. Graffiti--not normally something I appreciate, but sometimes it makes you think.

4. Running water is so calming.

5. All doors tell a story--what does yours say?

6. Anything can be art. It's all in how you view it.

7. Flowers blowing in the breeze remind me of the importance of being flexible.

8. In all things there is always a choice--one just may not always recognize it.

9. Truth is a one way street.

10. Always remember to take time to play.

Step 2 complete!

2011-08-10T08:35:00.002-05:00

My goal for this week was simple: finish 4 of 6 outstanding projects. Last night I completed a second of these projects. I've had a gift certificate for photo books for awhile now. It expires next week. Initially I had different ideas on how to use it. That first idea required the hockey season to come to an end. I have several pages of that book started, but my intent shifted. I will still do that book, but I have chosen two other projects instead. The first to be completed is the Year of the Butterfly book that is shown below. This is a blend of pre-made photo book backgrounds and layouts combined with my photos and digital supplies. I cannot wait to see the completed project in physical form!

One step down--3 to go

2011-08-09T08:44:00.003-05:00

Yay! I completed one of the projects on my goal list. I finally finished my SNC 2 page sketch challenge for August. The sad thing is that it was so close to being done. I was able to finish it up last night while cooking dinner.

I actually had more photos than I had room for on the layout so I made it interactive with a flip open photo. Here's a photo of it flipped open:

I did manage to get a good amount of work done on my digital albums as well.

Goals

2011-08-08T17:22:00.002-05:00

This week's Explore assignment is to set a goal to achieve over the next seven days. After giving this some thought, I've decided that my goal will be to finish 4 of 6 scrapbook projects. The projects are:
1. Complete SNC 2 page sketch challenge
2. Complete digital Travelogue album
3. Complete digital butterfly photobook.
4. Complete Fabulous album.
5. Complete WITL album.
6. Complete SNC LLS #6.
That's a big list, but I know I can do four of them.

Color palettes

2011-08-03T10:30:00.005-05:00

Today in Explore class we are looking at color palettes. We were given several sites to browse for palettes. The first was Design Seeds There are so many wonderful color schemes--I could browse there all day I think. I chose the color stroll palette. It just is really eye catching to me today.

From Colour Lovers I chose this scheme:

And from pininterest:

my color profile

2011-08-02T15:16:00.000-05:00

ISFP

2011-08-02T10:11:00.002-05:00

I know, what does that mean? It's a Myers-Briggs personality type. In my research for work today, I stumbled across a 4 question (very abbreviated) MBTI inventory.

Here's the description:
Introverted Feeling personality types are usually gentle and kind, they are intense and passionate about their values and deeply held beliefs, which they share with trusted friends. Because of their discreet manner, their enthusiasm may not be apparent. They are sensitive to others' pain, restlessness or general discomfort and strive to find happiness, balance and wholeness for themselves in order to help others find joy, satisfaction and plenitude. They are deeply empathetic.

They live life in an intently personal fashion, acting on the belief that each person is unique and that social norms are to be respected only if they do not hinder personal development or expression. They strive to adhere to their own high personal moral standards and are particularly sensitive to inconsistencies in their environment between what is being said and what is being done. Empty promises of adhering to something they value – such as environmental causes or human rights - set off an inner alarm and they may transform themselves into modern day Joan of Arcs.

They are quietly persistent in raising awareness of cherished causes and often fight for the underdog in quiet or not-so-quiet ways. In a team, they will raise issues of integrity, authenticity, and good or bad, and may to opt out if the team refuses to address the questions raised.

They are usually tolerant and open-minded, insightful, flexible and understanding. They live for the understanding of others and feel deeply grateful when someone takes the time to get to know them personally. They have good listening skills, are genuinely concerned, insightful, and usually avid readers. At their best, they inspire others to be themselves.

I think it does a fairly good job of describing me.

color theory failure--or rebel

2011-08-02T08:42:00.004-05:00

This week's theme in the explore class is all about color theory and how we use color in scrapbooking. For me, color is a big deal. It influences everything that I do. I can literally influence my mood simply by surrounding myself, or in the case of clothing, covering myself in different colors.

Our first task was to choose our favorite color. Mine is purple--at least now. When I was young, my favorite was pink. I think it fit into the whole princess ideal. My bedroom was strawberry pink. Somewhere in early adolescence, my color focus shifted to blue. I even painted my bedroom blue. To me, at the time, I equated blue with the sky, freedom, and calm. I still do actually. As a young adult my color choice shifted to purple. I guess it makes sense---if you mix pink and blue you will get a shade of purple. To me, purple is meditative, spiritual, intuitive, and regal.

Yesterday I posted a question on FB asking what color others associated with me. So far I've gotten one response---PURPLE! I'm curious to see what other responses might come.

My second favorite color is lime green--go figure that the car I just bought is close to a lime color! To me, lime green is energizing, healing, and fun. I'm not sure when this preference for green arose, but I don't think it will change anytime soon.

Today's assignment for Explore focused on creating our own color dictionary. Upon completion of this task, we were directed to a color theory website I looked at the site, took the quiz, and failed miserably. I guess it is a good thing that I have never pursued art in a formal class situation. I am a firm believer that color is a personal interpretation that can change with life experience.

I pose a question am I a color failure or a color rebel? You decide.

and WITL gathering has come to an end

2011-08-01T14:08:00.002-05:00

The end of my week last week when a little crazy. I managed to get what I hope is enough photos to document it, but, alas no time to post.

It almost seems strange to not be grabbing the camera for every moment I experience. My usually tolerant family started getting tired of the relentless stream of photography. Even my 5 year old started rolling his eyes and saying "There she goes again."

This week should begin the compilation process. I also have two photo books to finish up in digital format before my groupon credits expire. Seems like it may be shaping up to be a heavily creative week.

Wednesday WITL wrapup

2011-07-28T12:51:00.003-05:00

On Wednesday I took 82 photos. That amazes me. I had a busy and unexpectedly long day at work followed by on call work. I assumed that I would have very few photos. I did better than I thought.
The highlights:
Christopher going in the door at daycare:

Diet Coke--my fuel to get through an extended work day full of grant reports:

Story and cuddle time before bed:

Photo sample of WITL Day 2

2011-07-27T13:02:00.003-05:00

Yesterday(Tuesday) was day two of my WITL. I took 51 photos--less than half of what I did on day one. I had been concerned about that fact but then just left it go. What's the point of doing this if I'm going to stress?

Here are a few samples of my photos:
This is my son and his puppy on the way to daycare.

I spent some time gardening last evening. These are my gardening flip flops.

This is the funky way my son was sitting watching tv and drinking some chocolate milk right before bedtime.

I have put together the digital piece of my first Monday page. I will print this, mount it on a 12x12 cardstock and add any additional embellishments (including the word create which sums up the overall tone of the day.

Design for WITL is planned.

2011-07-26T21:12:00.002-05:00

I've made some decisions. I'm doing this project hybrid. I'm going to use this template as a title page.

My first page of each day will use this template:

I'll stick with the plan to use the baseball card sheet protectors in the middle. My last page will be a collage--probably similar to what Ali has designed for the project.

Day two of WITL

2011-07-26T12:21:00.003-05:00

The official photo count from yesterday is 119. I threw out a good many of the photos and only kept what I thought I might want. Out of those, I'm sure I'll only use a few. At least I've got options.

I've probably taken about the same amount today that I did by this time yesterday--maybe a few fewer. I'll have to see how the numbers compare at the end of the day. I know I took the majority of my photos yesterday evening. I imagine the same will happen today.

My 5 year old is really into the photo end of things. Last evening he kept grabbing my camera and snapping shots. He got out his camera today--we'll have to see what he does with it. He takes some pretty good photos actually. I got a kick out of him this morning. He was telling me how he taught his friend at daycare to use his camera when he had it there for show and tell. He then made the comment that his friend is now a photographer just like him.

I've been thinking about my design plan for the finished product. I found one of Cathy Zielske's templates that I think I might base my title page on. I like the idea of using the baseball card protector pages in the middle of each day's section. I haven't decided what I want to do for each day as the start page. My last day will be a collage. I'm still looking around for inspiration--and of course some of my layout could be determined by what stuff/photos/words I have.

Favorites of today

2011-07-25T21:18:00.004-05:00

It's been a fun first day of WITL. I was a bit anxious and concerned about what I was going to document. I didn't need to be---I took a ton of photos. How many exactly? I'm not sure. I know there are more than 100. I've weeded them out and chose my two favorites (I think).

I like this one because it feels...I don't know, artistic I guess.

This one I like because it shows Christopher's pure joy at riding his bike. I just put the training wheels on today. We've been trying to teach him to balance, but to no avail. I just gave in and put on the trainers.

I think my favorite cuteness was tonight. We were painting. He heard the sounds of the crickets and cicadas. He asked me what was making the sound. After a bit he looked at me and said "No mommy. I think it's a kinkajou. They are nocturnal you know." Where does this child get these things? Must be Diego.

A week in my life....

2011-07-25T13:06:00.002-05:00

My Week in the Life project started today. I'm kind of excited and just trying to have fun with it. I may have talked a friend of mine into playing along.
I was stressing a little bit about how I was going to pull this off. Would it be interesting? Could I plan stuff and things to photograph?---and about a million other questions. I've just adopted the attitude of "go with it". It's for me right? So who cares how it turns out as long as it's fun!
This morning was super busy at work. At the moment it is just a little slow--but only because an appointment cancelled at the last minute. I have one coming in very shortly and then must get moving on a grant report---the last one for now--Yay!

Scrap Happy Month

2011-07-23T20:59:00.002-05:00

This month has been pretty scrappy for me. I've managed to get a decent amount of pages produced (for me anyway). Take a look:

The new self portrait

2011-07-21T14:56:00.004-05:00

and here it is....

I admit I did a little color correction and added a subtle vignette in Photoshop. Beyond that, it really is me, as I am on any ordinary day.

Explore prompt one.

2011-07-20T20:47:00.003-05:00

Our very first task was to do a self portrait. I seem to be finding myself do that a lot in the last few months. At first it was a daunting task. Now, it really doesn't bother me. I'm not necessarily pleased with each and every self portrait I take--usually quite the opposite. I've learned to live with it. I am who I am. These self portraits are what others see. I would imagine that I'm far more critical than anyone else is. I tend to avoid being in photos. I've learned though that I just need to let go and let them be taken. I don't tend to show up in the majority of my scrapping---unless it's specifically about me. You'll see my words, hear my thoughts, and gain insight into my feelings, but you'll rarely see me.

My creativity runs in spurts. Lately it's been pretty much on. There are other times when finishing a project and being happy with the results is no easy task. One thing is definite: doing something creative is a must for me. Without a creative outlet, I flounder and flop about.

Looking out my window is an experience that is continually in flux. I see potential for stuff everywhere. Sometimes inspiration eludes me though. My best bet when that happens is to just let it ride. Sooner or later the possibilities start rolling in and the inspiration is found.

New class

2011-07-20T13:27:00.002-05:00

I've got a lot of irons in the fire so to speak. I just started a new online class today. I know, not another one....LOL. This one is actually not a Jessica Sprague class--believe it or not. I stumbled across it yesterday on Ali Edwards' Blog. This class is titled "Explore" by shimelle.com. It seemed to fit so nicely with my plans to follow along with Ali's Week in Life that is scheduled for next week. The price was right and I decided to go for it. The class actually started on Monday, the 18th so I have a bit of catch up to do. I looked over the materials that were provided in these first 3 days and managed to complete the self portrait assignment (gotta love the iphone) all while I ate my lunch.

Stay tuned for more to come as I struggle to survive the heat wave this week.

Swirling thoughts

2011-07-14T11:07:00.003-05:00

My brain is too full of many different thoughts.

Scrapping:
I have been investigating the Project Life concept by Becky Higgins. I've been intrigued--for a long time really. I'm going to give this style a shot and play along with Ali Edwards' Week in Life coming up the week of July 25. This may just be the way to blend everything together: digital, hybrid, traditional scrapping and of course actually using all of that daily ephemera that I collect. This project will be a big commitment and will (I hope) serve as a jump start to get me actually using my blog.

Ridiculous people:
This week Christopher is taking swimming lessons for the very first time. Daddy takes him everyday from 10-11 at the local pool. Of course, the scrapper in me requested that Daddy take his camera one day this week and snap a few photos for me. He did this today. He chose to use his long lens so that he could stand up on the hill and take photos without in anyway distracting or getting in the way of either instructors or students. Seems like an easy thing right? Wrong! A father goes to the pool administrator and complains that "some creep" is photographing his daughters. The pool administrator approaches DH with the concern. I must say that DH handled this very well (much better than I would have). He explained to the administrator that
1.) He was taking pictures of his own son---not someone else's child/ren.
2.) This is a public venue with no restrictions regarding attendance, access, etc. Based on law, there is no expectation of privacy or right to it.
3.) If this parent had concerns about what DH was doing why didn't he approach him and ask him directly.
The administrator went and spoke to the complaining father and of course, DH spent the rest of the swimming lesson getting filthy looks.

Here's my take: The guy is an absolute control freak looking to create drama. He has no sense of community. I'm wondering if this was his first day there or something. DH has been there every single lesson interacting with the other parents--and being sure to connect with the parents of the new friends that our son is making--it was clear that he legitimately belonged there. He didn't just show up and start taking pictures. He didn't take any photos of other children--just our son. If this guy is sooo concerned about his daughters' privacy then why isn't he providing them with privately instructed classes at a privately run, members only facility? It is a community based swimming pool and completely open to the public. I wonder what this guy would've done if DH was working in his capacity as a member of the press and taking photographs for a press release and/or story to highlight what the pool has to offer in attempts to increase its revenue to cover operational costs?

I'm steamed! Anyway.....now that I've vented that one I feel better. I still have swirling thoughts but have managed to focus them a bit having dumped that rant.

Time Flies

2011-06-14T11:04:00.003-05:00

How did it get to be the middle of June already? May went by in a whirlwind and June will be gone before I know it.

I've been working at revamping the backyard garden. Five years of neglect have taken quite a toll. The weather hasn't been terribly cooperative. The week I take a vacation to work in the garden, it rains. Up until the last two days, it has been incredibly hot and making it uncomfortable to be out there (especially when one is as heat sensitive as I am). Hot, rain, hot, rain---it's an uninterrupted pattern--while it doesn't allow much for actual gardening, the plants I did put in are flourishing.

I am still scrapping--of course :) I recently got a new printer that has made my explorations into hybrid scrapping much less frustrating--and hopefully more productive.

It just seems like I never manage to eeek out enough time to be able to accomplish everything that I desire. I just need to sit back and appreciate all that I have gotten done.

Onward

2011-04-07T07:54:00.002-05:00

Christopher was much better behaved last night. I actually managed to get some things accomplished in his room. The furniture is arranged in a much better way, allowing the space to be better utilized. There's still a lot of organization to do but for once it looks closer to the way I imagined it to be. Onward we go!

Defiant child

2011-04-06T09:55:00.002-05:00

There's nothing better to derail everything in life than a defiant child. Christopher is going through another one of his phases of defiance and ridiculous behavior. He makes me nuts. This time his behavior is also occurring at daycare. He wasn't there an hour before Daddy got a call about his behavior. We're banging our heads trying to come up with a discipline that will correct this behavior.

The joys of parenting!

Artistic endeavors

2011-04-05T08:46:00.002-05:00

I'm giving a great big shout out to Jodi from Scrap 'N Chat. She has been hosting a Scrap Around the World challenge each month. This month's country is England and the challenge is to create a Victorian inspired layout. At first I had no clue what I was going to do. I started a web search regarding Victorian Scrap. The inspiration I have found totally has my creative juices flowing. I have so many thoughts twirling through my head that I find myself having many of what my friend calls "oooo Shiny!" moments. LOL!
As I've gallivanted around the web I've stumbled across the Twisted Papers website. The website offers high quality Victorian ephemera downloads at a low cost. Of course, I couldn't help myself and downloaded a few. I've manipulated them and added different effects in PSE. They're printed and just awaiting some distressing and inking goodness.
Thanks to the Mouse Paper Scissors class at Jessica Sprague I finally am comfortable hybrid scrapping. Up to this point everything has pretty much been either straight up digital or paper but not really any true hybrid creations. I was a little sad when the class was coming to a close. Sadness reigns no more as they are now offering Mouse Paper Scissors:Mom. Guess who signed up already. Now I just have to wait for class to begin on April 18th.

A new year has blown on in...

2011-01-12T11:36:00.002-05:00

and I hope to make it a year of positivity. So many things in my life have gotten away from me resulting in always feeling behind the 8-ball or just not centered or grounded. I'm working to change that, bit by bit. I can already see progress--more importantly, I can feel it.

Welcome 2011--let's see what I can do with the hand you deal to me!

The Snow is Blowing

2010-12-15T11:33:00.002-05:00

December already and Christmas is around the corner. Someone kicked time into full warp speed I swear! I can see the snowflakes floating past my office window. It makes things so pretty. Unfortunately, none of it has amounted to much, stayed around long, or was good to play in.

I haven't had much opportunity to practice with my DSLR. I have been taking more classes though--photo editing, creative inspiration, and advanced digi scrapbooking. The creativity bug has its claws firmly entrenched and will not let go this time! LOL!

So many things to do and never enough time to do everything! Lately I've been looking to the holiday and trying to get everything done with as little stress as possible. I've had a little success in that area---little being the key word there. I am way ahead of the game this year though---our tree has been up since the beginning of the month. Usually it's a last minute scramble to get it up in enough time before Christmas to make it worth the labor. For years I've done a purple and blue tree. This year I switched it up a bit and used white LED "twinkle" lights and white garland. There are also some blue LED lights as well. I wanted to go more traditional with popcorn and cranberry strings for garland. No one else in the house was buying it though.

Time flies!

2010-11-04T09:09:00.002-05:00

How did it get to be November already? Here we are in hockey season with the holidays rapidly approaching. Sometimes it's mind bending.

The last few weeks have been interesting. I bit the bullet and started a new medication for the fibro. It's been a roller coaster of side effects. I'm still waiting to see if I can reap the level of benefits I'm hoping to see.

Lately I've been in a cleaning/organizing/domestic mood. I'm not sure where this is coming from---maybe the meds--LOL. My plan is to attack the house room by room and see what happens.

My photography class has come to an end. Who knew that after a few weeks I'd understand and be able to use a DSLR in manual mode? Now I just have to practice and practice and practice. I think I'm becoming addicted to online classes. I am impatiently awaiting the release of a new advanced digiscrap class at the end of the month. It might be beneath me, or I may find it's above me. It's difficult to say--either way I hope for lots of fun.

Creativity

2010-08-31T19:07:00.002-05:00

Creativity is the nourishment for my soul. I've come to the conclusion that it really doesn't matter what form that creativity takes, just so that it's part of my life. Without it, I feel lost.

Going buggy!

2010-08-23T20:26:00.002-05:00

After many years of wanting a Cricut machine, I've finally be bitten by the bug. I'm having a great time playing with the machine. The potential for creativity is mind numbing. We'll see what I come up with as I explore. I've got so many thoughts and ideas running through my brain.

Vacationing

2010-07-14T08:22:00.003-05:00

It's been a crazy 2 weeks. Christopher and I took a long weekend in Ocean City MD. We had a blast. Christopher experienced fishing for the first time--and not just fishing, but ocean fishing.
Here's a page I did with a pic taken on the boat:

We came home from the beach and left again for DC and museums, build a bear, and the zoo.

New Layouts

2010-06-24T11:43:00.007-05:00

Just Be You---Scrapgal.com challenge

A Double Layout:

Looking back

2010-06-24T06:38:00.002-05:00

I've been working at scrapping all of my old photos. Right now I'm working with Christopher's newborn pics. It blows my mind to remember how little he was in comparison with the "big boy" he's become. I'll post layouts a bit later.

Way too long

2010-06-17T21:34:00.002-05:00

It has been an incredibly long time since I've done anything with this blog. Christopher is now four. It's soooo hard to believe. Time is flying by in a blur. I was just reading my last post---quite a blast from the past. Christopher's manners are still intact. He's working on writing his letters and numbers. He does a fairly good job of writing his name. He is amazing. His vocabulary is far above his peers. Sometimes he says things that blow my mind. I find myself thinking "but he's only four. How can he be using this language and understanding it?"

Pride

2008-01-03T15:52:00.000-05:00

They say pride goes before a fall...or something like that. My most recent moment of pride relates to my son. As I was picking him up from daycare yesterday, the daycare worker tells me of his "cuteness" during snack time. Apparently he was very good about using his Please and Thank you. I was so filled with pride that I thought I would burst. I haven't yet heard him say Thank you--but we've been working on it. To know that he's using it with others appropriately feels so good. I have a difficult time seeing how this pride could ever be a down fall for me.

Ho Ho Ho.....maybe

2007-12-26T10:51:00.000-05:00

Life doesn't stop for holidays. I wish it did, but that's just not how
it works. We started Christmas Eve Day with a doctor's visit for
Christopher. Turns out that he hasn't had an ear infection at all. His
doctor is now convinced that all of the respiratory stuff Christopher's
had over the last two months is allergy/asthma related. It has built up
fluid behind his eardrums. After doing a tympanogram , we discovered
that his right ear drum doesn't respond to sound/pressure normally and
the left doesn't respond at all. There's not much we can do right now.
We have to wait until the specialist's office re-opens next week so
that a referral can be made. I'm hoping that getting tubes inserted and
having the excess fluid drained does the trick without any residual
hearing loss. DH isn't dealing well with the news. I keep telling him
to not panic. This situation--with what information we had--is easily
addressed. We're NOT dealing with a life-threatening and debilitating disease.

Anyway...Christmas went well. Christopher enjoyed opening presents in the morning. He absolutely loved his Thomas the Tank Wooden Railway. "ommeee" is his new favorite word. We went to my parents' home for the traditional Turkey dinner. Of course, we had waaayyyy too much good food. We exchanged gifts and then DH had to go off to work. All said and done, we arrived home around 5:30 pm with one very tired little boy in tow. Now the trick is getting everything organized, the v-smile hooked up to the tv, and the internet baby thing from C's aunt installed on the computer.

Oh what fun it is to...

tired and worn out!

2007-11-13T16:43:00.000-05:00

I'm tired and I'm worn. I feel like somewhere, somehow, I've lost myself. I don't know what to do about that. I feel disconnected. I've got no real social circle. I feel almost like I've got nothing--except my son--he keeps me going and going and going. I'm hoping that I'm at this low point because I'm sick and have been. It'll all look better when I feel better....at least that's what I tell myself. Maybe once I have more energy I can make things happen for myself.

What scrapbooking item am I??

2007-11-08T14:03:00.000-05:00

What scrapbooking item are you?

You are Fibers!Fun and crazy at times. You are a warm fuzzy kind of person. You run around getting things done but still find time for fun! You have so many diverse interests that it is often hard to pin you down to any one thing. People love your friendly attitude and carefree ways. You often brighten other people's days. But Fibers Beware - Sometimes people don't take you seriously because of your happy-go-lucky ways. Sometimes you find yourself feeling left out from decision making that could directly affect you. Even though you like to be happy and cheerful, make sure others know that you can also be serious and in tune with reality.
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What Dessert Are You?

2007-10-24T08:30:00.000-05:00

You Are Strawberries with Cream

Fresh and uncomplicated, you are always enjoyed but often overlooked.
You're confident in who you are. You don't need a facade to feel better about yourself.

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

It's time again!

2007-10-05T08:43:00.000-05:00

The weekend schedule is filling up! It's hockey season again. We started last weekend with preseason. The weekend kicked off with Christopher and I joining my best friend (and his Godmother) at a stitching festival. Unfortunately, it was the last one ever. I was able to finally meet Jamie and Dawn--What fun! The way we all clicked, one would think we had known one another for years! I got lots of great scrapbooking pics. Here's one of my fav's:

Later we all went to a preseason game. We had a blast! Here's my niece and Goddaughter:

Last night we went to the arena and picked up our season tickets. Courtney finally got her birthday surprise. She was stunned. I don't think the fact that she was given a 22 game season ticket pack really sunk in until we were on our way home.
But here we go again--a fall and winter full of trips to Hershey. It gets hectic, but is tons of fun!

Challenges and victories

2007-08-21T14:34:00.000-05:00

It's been rough lately. Without going into the details--why rehash them???--I suddenly lost my childcare provider with no real warning. We had been through rough spots before, but I had hung on and went to great lengths to preserve what I thought was in the best interests of my son. She is the only care giver outside our home that Christopher has ever known. He has done well in her care. Now that chapter has come to an end and it is time to move on.
It's funny that over the last few months I have turned over and over in my mind the idea of daycare. I always hated the idea of a center--I just did. As I watched him grow and reach new developmental heights this summer, I began to think about his lack of peer interaction. He loves other children. There just haven't been any his own age around and available to him. It was starting to concern me--that lack. I wasn't quite sure what the best method was to use to address it.
Things have been changing in my childcare provider's life. Changes that began to introduce doubts related to Christopher's placement. My child needs structure, stability, and routine (as do all children). Those things were coming into jeopardy. I didn't make a move so I guess the Divine Power kicked me in the butt.
After a week of calling every center in the area, I found placement yesterday. There was a lot of stress involved in this process. It certainly wasn't easy. Between the three adults in my household, we re-arranged our lives to be sure my son had the care he needed. His father really stepped up and as a result, I don't feel like I've been left alone to deal with this situation. It feels like everyone is going to come out a winner at the end of this particular journey.

Throwing cards again

2007-06-07T13:39:00.001-05:00

It's been a long time. I've found myself throwing cards yesterday and today. It never seems to cease to amaze me at how accurate the readings are. Yesterday's was all about changes and following a new path. The final card was the six of swords. It's all about a journey and patterns--old ones ending and new ones beginning. The entire reading filled me with peace and hope. The affirmation associated is "I open myself to different pespectives about my life; I ride in the boat of inner faith."
Today's was all about the fact that I can be horribly judgemental of myself and way too harsh. My final card was that of The Fool. The Fool is at the beginning of his journey. He knows no bounds or limits and travels lightheartedly. I look at this as being the journey of my life that is about to begin following getting the house in order. I believe that will be a freeing experience. The affirmation of The Fool is "I feel the boundless Divine Energy flowing through me. I enthusiastically walk my path in life."
My Goddess card of the day is Eagle Woman. "Eagle Woman is a joyful affirmation of our ability to break out of the millennia-old stereotypes and find a new definition that embraces the entire continuum of being alive. She teaches that women can express the qualities of the eagle while continuing to contain and nurture." The message I am embracing is that I have the strength to break free of the habits and situations that keep me where I find myself. I can soar above it and find the freedom I am looking for, for myself.

Changes

2007-06-07T13:14:00.000-05:00

For a long time now I have felt like something has to give. I look around and look around. I fight and fight. What it all comes down to is the condition of the house. That is the primary and root stressor in my life. I just can't stand walking in there and living there. It's a mess. What it comes down to is that I have to find a way to get it straight. There may be two other adults in my house, but for various reasons, if it's going to change, I've got to be the one who gets it done.

Years ago I discovered FLYlady.net. Her system for cleaning seemed like a good one, but I never quite got it implemented. About a month ago I picked up her book and started reading through it again. I started visiting the website regularly. The beginning of this week I started implementing the practices. So far so good. For the first time in a long time I feel some hope at getting out from under it all.

A year already

2007-05-04T13:54:00.000-05:00

It kind of blows my mind to think that it's already been a year since Christopher's birth. I look at where we are now in comparison to where we were then. So much has changed. I remember all my fears about how we were going to assimilate a child into our lives. Now, it seems like Christopher has just always been with us. The mom instincts have kicked in and we're doing pretty well. Sometimes it amazes me at how fast a human being can adapt to change when needed.

It's not easy being green

2007-04-30T11:11:00.001-05:00

You Are Kermit

Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know.
You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems.
Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green.
Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies!

The Muppet Personality Test

Getting bigger

2007-04-19T11:29:00.000-05:00

The pace of Christopher's growth is a never ending source of amazement to me. I watch him grow everyday so one wouldn't think that any of these changes would be surprising--but they are. I looked at him the other day and realized that he now has his little boy face. The babiness of his face is fading fast. His features are maturing into a beautiful boyhood face. I know, I know, boys are not beautiful. Boys are handsome. I have to take an opposing stance to this though. My son is beautiful. I don't care who says I should use a different word. See for yourself:

My date with a king,,,

2007-04-17T11:23:00.000-05:00

I have always had an interest with all things Egyptian. I think I may be one of the few people who *choose* to watch National Geographic, Discovery, and Travel Channel whenever I see some program listed related to Egypt. Imagine my delight when I discovered that the King Tut exhibit was coming to Philadelphia at a time when I could go and afford it!

Everything in the exhibit was surrounded with black. There were stragically placed faux stone columns that gave the feel of Egypt. At various points there were projections of pics and videos from the Valley of the Kings. The whole atmosphere was perfect.

The first several rooms contained artifacts from the various tombs of individuals believed to be relatives of Tut's. It was just amazing to see wooden things guilded with gold in the condition that they were in. Just knowing how old they were was mind-blowing. Viewing the statuary was incredible. I found myself looking at the carvings and inscriptions marveling at the detail and thinking about the crude tools that would have been available to the artists at that time.I noticed that all of the figures that were not portrayed in mummy stance had their left foot forward. I'm sure there's some religious belief involved here, but don't know what it is.

As we got into the actual Tut artifacts, I felt a rush of chill and got goosebumps. Whether this was related to the emotion of viewing the items, the energy surrounding them, or the possibility that the temp was turned down lower in this area, I cannot say. The experience was just a rush. I have trouble finding the words to describe the whole thing. The institute did a great job in re-creating the coffin room. They had a life size light box in the middle. The light box would go through images layer by layer showing what could be seen by the eye as well as xray technology. On the floor around the light box where brass inlays. These inlays showed the footprint of each of a series of golden boxes that nested over the coffin. There were video displays on the wall that showed how the coffin room looked as each "box" was removed. Around the room, the five items found in the coffin with the boy king were on display. It was just amazing. I cannot begin to imagine how I would feel getting to see all of the artifacts that will never be allowed to leave Egypt.

Obsessions

2007-04-02T11:08:00.000-05:00

Okay, it used to be stitching...and now it seems to be scrapbooking. I love to scrap for a lot of reasons. It allows for the creativity that I seem to need to express in some way or another all of the time. It's my new therapy. Handling the papers, matching the colors, finding a layout that works with the pics...it's all relaxing but yet stimulating all at the same time. I can do it and take care of Christopher at the same time. It's fun. In the end I'll have a chronicle of the times we spend together. I'll have captured moments, milestones, and life in general. Memories fade with time unless they're recorded. Here's my most recent favorite:

Wonderful weekend...

2007-03-26T10:38:00.000-05:00

Usually I come back from a weekend as busy as this last one stressed out and tired. Not this past one. I don't know what the difference was exactly. I had a good time in general. We had hockey both nights. Our friends came up from DC and we celebrated the birth of their first grandchild.
Saturday night was Zoo America night at the game. Christopher wasn't sure what to think of the screech owl they had present. He met Ranger Scratch (the mascot for Zoo America). He was intrigued by his whiskers. Christopher got a special treat during the game. Coco (our mascot) was in our section. Christopher got to sit on his lap and watch part of the game--he didn't really want to come back to Mama. He was kicked back and chillin' on Coco's lap--it was so cute.
Sunday was autograph night. We took two teens along (Hannah and Courtney). They were so funny!! I thought Courtney was going to pass out when she got to meet Louie. She already has the pick of the two of them together as her screensaver--so cute!!!
I hope to have many more enjoyable weekends like this--just a lot of fun!

Tired

2007-03-23T14:36:00.000-05:00

I'm tired--the to the core bone-weary kind of tired. This goofy weather has my fibro in a flair. Christopher is teething; therefore, he hasn't been sleeping straight through the night for most of this week.
My creativity is zapped. I have been working full tilt on designing a PR campaign for our SAAM outreach stuff--whoever decided daisies and "Grow the solution" for the state wide campaign needs to be shot. It'll all come out just fine--there's just so much to do with limited resources and supplies. I've been working on a gift scrapbook at home. Who knew that designing layouts to accommodate future pictures would be so.....draining. It's almost done, but inspiration has flown out the window.
Mother faces emergency surgery today. My grandmother had a stroke last night.
We have hockey all weekend--translated--I have to go home and finish laundry as well as pack for Christopher and I....
Did I mention that I'm tired?

Time flies...

2007-03-22T13:06:00.000-05:00

when you have a small child who is growing very quickly. Everyday there's something new. Earlier this week Christopher stood up in his pack and play all by himself. He had a repeat performance today. He was so very proud of himself--rightfully so. I wanted to pick him up and kiss and hug him--but I didn't. I praised him and left him standing there, enjoying the fruits of his labors.
He has two teeth with more on the way. We waited so long for the first one. The second came quickly after the first. It caught me off guard. Suddenly it was just there. It's good that he's getting these teeth because it seems as though his favorite lunch is becoming McD's cheeseburgers and french fries. I sure will be glad when that lunch is not so readily available next week!!
A year ago I didn't have Christopher. To be honest, life before him is nothing but a very dim memory lost in the mist. Maybe my life was easier, but I wouldn't trade what I've got with this child for anything in the world!

Compulsions

2007-03-14T14:16:00.000-05:00

There is something in this universe that is pushing me to write here. So here I sit, waiting for the epiphany.....and I don't sense it coming on. Guess I'll just babble.

It is so difficult to believe that it has almost been a year since my son was born. I can remember the anxiety leading up to his birth, but not really what life was like without him. The last year and a half has been less than easy. There are constant challenges. It seems as though once one challenge has been navigated another presents itself. I'm tired but I'm not done. The crazy thing is that just a few precious moments with my son erases the world--just for that time--and then the phone rings, the water heater goes out, someone else demands my time and attention. The craziness consumes me yet again.

Do I have a big mouth?

2007-03-14T12:44:00.000-05:00

Your Mouth is a Little Big

You're not a total tell all, but you don't hide who you are either.
You've struck a good balance between discretion and sharing.
People know you fairly well, at least on a superficial level.
But you save your most revealing secrets for your best friend... or no one!

Do You Have a Big Mouth?

Yep, this describes me.

2006-06-28T16:40:00.000-05:00

Your Dosha is Kapha

Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger.
However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down.
You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding.
Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are.

With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk

In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single.

To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments.

What's Your Dosha?

Olympic dreams?

2006-03-09T22:05:00.000-05:00

Okay, not really. I did, however, get in a lot of stitching with measureable progress on my Chatelaine projects. I managed to complete 5/6 goals and earned some medals! Yay! March trials are coming up during the Commonwealth Games. We'll see how I do!

Frustration

2005-08-31T13:18:00.000-05:00

Right at this moment, I want to scream. Lately, in all areas of my life, things keep getting complicated by others either not taking care of their obligations or saying that I haven't done what I need to do when I have. I could rant and rant--wouldn't do me any good though. I just have to deal. I certainly cannot make others do things a certain way. It would be nice to have everything that comes across my desk for an entire week be complete so that I can just do my job.

August goals

2005-08-01T15:47:00.000-05:00

These are mostly stitching related, but here they are:
August goals
1. Stick to rotation plan for the month. So far with a little tweaking.
2. Organize stiching corner. Work in progress.
3. Finish odds and ends of organizing in the aftermath of rennovations in my house.
4. Begin comprehensive list of WIPS
5. Join and start Chatelaine Midi Mystery I Done.
6. Create a rotation plan for September.

August Stitching Rotation Plan

2005-08-01T15:36:00.000-05:00

1. Finish and frame cousin's wedding gift by Aug 6 Done!
2. Participate in Mirabilia SAL 8/5-8/8 with at least 5 hours on Shimmering Mermaid.Only had time to put in an hour.
3. Start Co-worker's wedding gift (wedding is 8/27) and spend 5 hours on it. Started.
4. Spend 5 hours on finishing a second co-worker's wedding gift.
5. Spend one night stitching on a Chatelaine.
6. Alternate between co-workers' gifts until both done.

This should keep me busy this month. Next month I hope to start a more long-term rotation since all of my obligations will be met.

Organization--the name of the current game

2005-07-15T10:06:00.000-05:00

Over the last month, I've been in an organization frenzy. It all started with replacing some carpeting in my home with a floating laminate floor. It was a lot of hard work, but is worth every drop of sweat. Of course, the flooring job led to getting new storage and display furniture in that room. That snowballed into installing the same flooring in the upstairs hallway, plans to paint the living room, reorganizing the living room, and re-organization of the basement, attic, and of course stitching stash. It's the ever growing project!

Speaking of stitching...
I recently started Mirabilia's Shimmering Mermaid. I have become obsessed with her. I love the progress I've made and how she looks. Of course, I changed the reccommended fabric to a hand-dyed and made some slight changes in the metallics and beads to use what I had in stash and what was easily obtainable for me.

Life's Instructions

2005-06-17T14:19:00.000-05:00

No one can ruin your day without YOUR permission.
Most people will be about as happy as they decide to be.
Others can stop you temporarily, but only you can do it permanently.
Whatever you are willing to put up with is exactly what you will have.
Success stops when you do.
When your ship comes in...make sure you are willing to unload it.
You will never "have it all together."
Life is a journey...not a destination. Enjoy the trip!
The biggest lie on the planet: "When I get what I want, I will be happy."
The best way to escape your problem is to solve it.
I've learned that ultimately, "takers" lose and "givers" win.
Life's precious moments don't have value unless they are shared.
If you don't start, you certainly won't arrive.
We often fear the thing we want most.
He or she who laughs, lasts.
Yesterday was the deadline for all complaints.
Look for opportunities, not guarantees.
Life is what's coming...not what was.
Success is getting up one more time.
Now is the most interesting time of all.
When things go wrong...don't go with them.

Just wanted to share these gems.

2005-06-14T15:52:00.000-05:00

Wise - A strong mind and intuition for all, you
prefer nature to people, it is just has more
sense. By looks, some would call you an earth
childe or hippe, but your connections go much
deeper than those superficial names.

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Points to Ponder

2005-06-09T11:54:00.000-05:00

"There are two tragedies in life: one is not to get your heart's desire. The other is to get it."--George Bernard Shaw

I recently heard this quote. It struck a chord. Random thoughts about the interpretation of this quote float through my head on a regular basis. What thoughts does it provoke for you?

The definition of insanity: Repeating the same action while expecting different results.

This one kind of fits with my favorite "If you always do what you always did, you'll always get what you always got."

Changes in progress

2005-06-09T11:26:00.000-05:00

I've come to find that I have no room. No room left anywhere--not in my house, not in my brain, not in my body. Time to declutter, take stock, and re-focus.
It seems to me, that now is as good of a time as any. I'm facing the beginning of a new fiscal year for my agency coming up July 1. It is a time of wrapping up for a year, a time to evaluate recent past performance and situations, and a step to a "new" start. All of it is work. It takes time and energy (two important resources.)This brings me to the subject of my house.
My house is a wreck. Part of that is due to some changes occuring to the flooring in one of the downstairs rooms. The rest is due to too much stuff crammed into too small of a space. This is changing--slowly--with more plans in the wings. I've decide it's time to get rid of stuff. If it doesn't "fit" or isn't used then it's going to someone or some place that can use it and it does fit. If this isn't possible, then it's being trashed. That's my current mode of attack. More is to come on this subject...

Hmm...so now I'm an angel?

2005-06-08T19:39:00.000-05:00

You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.

Angel

92%

Faerie

84%

Mermaid

59%

Dragon

42%

WereWolf

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Where does the time go?

2005-06-06T12:44:00.000-05:00

It's been awhile since I've checked in here. Life has been busy... and stressful. The biggest thing is that a few weeks ago I was told my dog has cancer. The vet told me I will probably only have him another 2-3 months. It's already been close to a month now. It can't remember what life was like before Casey. He's been with me for almost 11 years. I cannot imagine what life will be like without him. It's tough. I try to treasure every moment with him. In the week he was hospitalized with me not knowing whether he would ever make it home, I realized that there were a lot of little things about him that I had been taking for granted. Not anymore. It used to annoy me that he was constantly everywhere I was in the house and that every time I moved I would trip over him (he's 70 + pounds so not so little). I find myself enjoying his constant presence--even if it's not convenient. I guess the moral of the story is this: Treasure each day with all that it brings. Tomorrow may be too late.

Thought provoking

2005-05-23T13:17:00.000-05:00

All either of us can do is take the good with the bad. Deal with things one by one, day by day. Shrug or laugh off what we have no control over. Address what we can, and live to see another day in hopes that it will be brighter.

I just said this to a friend. I need to take some time to ponder it when there is time.

Survival

2005-04-11T11:33:00.000-05:00

Well, I've done it--I've survived another week of Sexual Assault Awareness Month. All of the PR stuff is done. Hooray!! Maybe now I can reclaim my office and my sanity. Next week will be a bit crazy, but I'm hoping for a quiet week this week.
Spring is finally here. I was able to do some Spring cleaning in one of my many flower beds. What is it about "playing" in the dirt that helps me feel calm and soothed? Earth is definitely my power element!

Cityscapes

2005-04-04T10:44:00.000-05:00

Isn't it funny how much I love going to NYC when you factor in just how much I hated it on my very first visit? I spent much of this past weekend there and had a blast.
Friday I felt like a bewitched magpie. I went shopping in the garment district. I went specifically to get beads and crystals for my stitching projects, but found myself being drawn to every bit of colorful fabric and sparklie bits. My husband was so patient. I think he had a good time watching me shop! I could spend days exploring just those few blocks of the city.
After the shopping we headed to Times Square to meet up with some friends. I finally got to meet Giani, our friend's significant other. He was a hoot! We met up at Toys R Us. There Giani was dressed as Willy Wonka complete with crushed top hat and sequined coat and tails! His job there is to take customers, particularly children, skipping through the store on the grand tour. What fun he has. I need to post pics in my webshots album so you can see him in his grand garb!
Next on the agenda? Chelsea pier for a dinner cruise on the Bateaux New York. this boat was amazing! the ceiling and walls were all glass. (http://www.spiritcitycruises.com/bateaux/index.html) The view of the city at night was magnificent. Add to that wonderful food and a jazz combo. What a delightful dinner! I think my favorite part was cruising right up to Lady Liberty. The captain turned the boat in a series of 360 degree turns. One could view the Lady in all of her illuminated majesty. Unfortunately, I couldn't get any pictures that weren't blurred due to the motion of the boat.
Saturday provided an opportunity to shop in Soho. Window shopping was great. Of course, we HAD to go into the Apple Store, Dean and Delucas, and L'Occitane. We headed up to FAO to experience the new store. "Experience" is the correct word too! The store is a wonderland of interactive shopping. Children and adults as well can have fun shopping there! Check out my webshots (http://community.webshots.com/user.crystals622) in the coming days to see some pics. Oh, and I almost forgot, before shopping I had to go to Zaro's in Penn Station for my bagel dog. A visit to NYC without a bagel dog is just not complete.
Saturday night we went to Town Hall to see Garrison Keillor. It was a great show. You can go to http://prairiehome.publicradio.org/ to get the overview. My favorite part of the show was a cabaret singer by the name of Maude Maggart. (www.maudemaggart.com) She was excellent!
Needless to say, I had a wonderful time in the city. I hope those of you who asked for the details can get a clear picture of the trip. What fun!!

The week from Hades is over...

2005-03-22T12:39:00.000-05:00

Why is it that when one thing stresses you out, six more things pile on too? Are stresses magnetic and attract one another or what? I ask this as I reflect on the past week. I was on call for my job. The beginning of the week was irritating. My final day on Sunday was busy and therefore draining. During this week, almost everyone I know was irritating me, annoying me, and generally p***ing me off. If this wasn't the case, then they were turning to me about or talking to me about problems or stressful stuff occuring with them. Because of everything else going on, I was low-energy. I wasn't able to give the support and listening to the level I normally do. It sucked. I didn't have what I wanted to give because there were too many things taking my time, energy, and attention. Don't you just hate that?
The good news is that the week is over. Everything is getting back on track. I hope there's not another week like the last looming anywhere in my near future! Whining is now complete :)

The unknown path...

2005-03-17T14:31:00.000-05:00

Lately, I've found myself exploring a new path in my journey of life. Many different things have come my way lately. My husband brought me flowers for no reason. People have been giving me compliments related to things I do that I consider to just be a part of me. I've heard words of appreciation. There's just a lot of different things--too many to list.
Ordinarily, when I find a shift in my path, I am cautious and questioning. Not this time. I find myself just enjoying this particular path. I feel alive and content. Some days I'm perky--others just quiet (but the good kind of quiet). I know that somewhere on this path there is a lesson to be learned--there always is. This time, I'm letting it come to me. I'm not actively searching it out so I can move on to the next life lesson. The process of this one is comforting and soothing.

No California

2005-03-16T12:06:00.000-05:00

I got the word today. Unfortunately, I will not be representing my county's initiative in California in June. It was an honor to be in the running for the scholarship. The idividual who was awarded the scholarship is just as invested in the initiative as I am. Congrats Lisa!

Perspectives

2005-03-16T11:02:00.000-05:00

Today was staff meeting and case management day. Ordinarily, just the thought of these meetings alone, never mind actually sitting through them makes me cringe. That's where perspectives comes in. The mindset with which you enter into things creates a huge impact in how those things go. It's really a matter of self-fulfilling prophecies. If you expect the worst, you will see only negatives. If you enter into something with a positive attitude, you usually leave having found something positive in your encounter.
Thankfully, even when there's a negative association with an event, something positive can turn it around. That's what happened to me today. Once a month, one of my agency's board members attends our staff meeting. The board member who came today brought along a positive energy. Every time she comes, she serves as an inspiration to me in some way or another. Today, she mentioned a catalog. In this catalog, there was an ad for a self care box. An example given from this box was a challenge to think of five things that make you smile. Sometimes one might approach this challenge with the thought of "Only five things? That's easy!" Other days coming up with even one might be difficult.
For today, I issue the following challenge: Think of five things that make you smile and then share them with someone you care about! Here are my five things. They are in no particular order.

Seeing the crocuses push up through the ground, bringing thoughts of Spring with them.
Spending time with old friends and remembering "the good old days".
Hearing my niece's tiny little voice on my answering machine.
All of the little things my husband does each day in his efforts to take care of me.
Sunshine--even when the temperature is low.

Being Royal...

2005-03-14T17:55:00.000-05:00

You may have noticed that on this page I am "Princess Crystal". It's not that I'm full of myself. It's just a thing I sometimes do to make my day more fun. My given name, Crystal Anne, means "fine royalty". Add to that, I am my daddy's princess. It really isn't that I'm spoiled. Most of my life, for reasons beyond my control, I've often felt like it was my dad and I against the world. I'm there for him and he more than returns the favor. When he can, he pampers me. He's always believed I deserved my heart's desire and has encouraged me to go after it. College is a huge example. Both of my parents have always been very supportive. That brings me to my mom. When you look at everything my mom has been through with all of her health issues, it is amazing that she is still with us. Only a queen could persevere like that. Since her strokes, she can, at times, be very forceful in stating what she wants. To take the frustration out of dealing with this, I've turned it into a joke and say "The Queen commandeths..." If my mother is the Queen, then I am, indeed, the Princess. When life hands you lemons, you make lemonade!! In this realm, every time I turn my cell phone on, and when life is getting me down, I become the Princess. There you have it. Everyone should have a place in life to be royal.

Visits from the pixies of pain...

2005-03-13T23:46:00.000-05:00

Why do they have to show up? I've had a migraine since Friday evening. It is the kind of migraine that makes you see stars. I've been fighting it all weekend. Everytime I think I'm out of the worst of it, those pain pixies sprinkle some more of their dust. I am exhausted. I only hope that tomorrow comes and the pain pixies move on.

I'm so excited...

2005-03-10T16:27:00.002-05:00

Not to sound like a song, but I am so excited I'm silly with it. I received a message earlier that I may be granted a scholarship to attend an international conference this summer. I had an awesome experience at last year's conference. It was held here in PA. Just imagine, another awesome conference with the fact that it being in California as icing on the cake. Hopefully it will all work out. If not, I'll at least have the experience of being this overjoyed.

Rainbows and lollipops

2005-03-10T11:30:00.000-05:00

Why is it, that as children, everywhere we looked we saw rainbows and secret treasure? Lollipops brightened our day and made the world right. We looked at weeds and saw beautiful flowers. As adults, we don't see these things and sometimes question their existence. We minimize, overlook, and say that these things are for kids. If that's the case, I want to be a kid--forever!

I want to see magic in the world...everywhere I look. I want to laugh and play and dance. I want to blow the dandilion seed heads and laugh as they float--not think about how am I going to keep those pesky weeds out of my garden and lawn. I want to lay in the grass, look at the clouds in the sky and use my imagination to see what shapes I find--and not worry about getting dirty or how I'm going to wash the grass stains out of my clothes. I want to blow bubbles and make wishes on them before they pop--not think about how slippery the soap makes the patio. I want to fingerpaint and not wonder how I'm going to get all of the paint out from under my fingernails.

Each of us has a child inside. Some of us have buried him or her very deep. I challenge you to find that child. Bring her out into the sunlight to play. Search the in-betweens to find a fairy who will give you some fairydust. Sprinkle it on. Think a happy thought and fly to Neverland just for awhile. There is magic in the world. See it. Feel it. Live it. There are rainbows after every storm--if you look for them. Lollipops always help you feel better. And yes Virginia, there is a Santa Clause. Life is better with a little magic

Old Friends

2005-03-08T15:32:00.000-05:00

Isn't it funny how life twists and turns. Our path intertwines with the path of each person we meet, no matter how briefly we connect. Today, an old friend tracked me down through the net. This is a person I haven't had contact with for almost 12 years. In the midst of dealing with all of the junk that comes with daily life--like broken cars--this email appears and becomes a beacon of light. A reminder of happier days. It made me smile. I was reminded of the person I was back then--vibrant and full of life. I miss her--and then I realized that she's still part of who I am today--a playful side of my personality that often gets buried in life. I'm glad I had the opportunity to feel that part of me today. Thanks Alex! I owe you one.

Long time gone

2005-02-22T16:34:00.000-05:00

I started work on this so long ago--and then never came back to it. I've played around with the coding and am just seeing what happens. This is definitely a new adventure. When I'm done, I hope to have a presentation all my own. We'll see...

Figuring out how to blog...

2004-10-02T23:35:00.000-05:00

This should be interesting. All of this blog stuff is totally new. Let's see what silly mistakes I make and how frustrated I get trying to figure it all out.